Thursday, December 20, 2007

the essence of christmas

I’m going to pass this meme to Cecille,Hanse, and to my Friendster$ ...

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Make a paragraph or two regarding your personal meaning of Christmas, below the paragraph of the one who tagged you and you may put your name at the end of the paragraph linking back to your blog or right to the post of this particular tag. Then you tag as many as you can.
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Christmas for me is the ultimate reminder on how much God loves us, that He gave His only Son Jesus Christ to be our Savior. For me, its a celebration of love and a time to share our blessings to others.. a time for giving and reaching out to the less fortunate and it's also a wonderful time to be with your family. Christmas is not just all about santa claus or the gifts that you will receive or for shopping, we should always remember that Jesus is the reason for the season and let us reflect on how much God loves us. - Just Let Go/Pieces of Me

Christmas is about giving love, forgiving. This remind us how lucky and how God love us when he gave us his only son Jesus Christ. A time for sharing our blessing to our family, friends and to others. - Celebrate Life/My Journey.

Christmas for me is not the new things that we have and enjoying the bounties in life but remembering that someone is born to redeem us from our sins and making sure of our salvation Teebob.

The true meaning of christmas for me is sharing, giving, expressing love to one another, and remebering that there is one person up there, who is born on the 25th of december to save us from everything . A lot of people told me that christmas is for kids. yes, it's true but I prefer to say that christmas is for everybody and sharing love to one another is the keyword remeber, "you can give without loving but you can't love without giving ". Alaverde33

Christmas is an annual holiday that celebrates the birth of Jesus. The date of the celebration is traditional and is not considered to be his actual date of birth. Christmas festivities often combine the commemoration of Jesus birth with various secular customs, many of which have been influenced by earlier winter festivals.In most places around the world Christmas day happens on December 25. It's a special time of the year - a season of love and a season of giving. A time to share, to give and of course to receive a wonderful gift from beloved..Yesterday, Today and Tomorrow.

As the word Christmas itself convey, this day is the celebration of Christ. It's his day since this is the day we celebrate his birthday. Everything we do on this day should be in his honor...just like we get the honor when we celebrate our birthdays. So do what you normally do on this day but remember to give the honor to the celebrant himself, Christ. Juliana of Pinay Wahm and Teacher' Corner.

What Christmas really means to me, here goes: My perspective on this is that it’s the time of remembering those people to be remembered with. This is the time that we all gathered, be more merrier, spend time to one another, peace on earth. How nice to hear the wonderful and touching songs broadcasted on the radios, but I just want to share that hopefully we will do all this wonderful things not only during DECEMBER, instead I just wish that we can celebrate Christmas in everyday of our lives. Not just in a particular month but try to apply this special holiday in each life. Time to help those who need our help, share the blessings we have to those who needed to be bless the most, love those who nobody loves them and give comfort place or things to those who abandoned them. It is wonderful that during Christmas we do this in remembering of the ONE who gave HIS life for all of us to be saved. But lets try to make Christmas part of our every day life. Truly yours, Nova of SuperNova & SweetPain.

Christmas! this is the season for kindling the fire of hospitality in the hall, the genial fire of charity in the heart.The joy of brightening other lives, bearing each others' burdens, easing other's loads and supplanting empty hearts and lives with generous gifts becomes for us the magic of Christmas. wheew?! wishing you a Merry Merry Christmas.. d:) +apRiL tiO.

Christmas for me is the time when our savior Jesus Christ was born. also this is the time where i made great sacrifices...i wake too early in the morning which is mot my usual way of living just to attend the misa de gallo..also, christmas is the time for me to repent all my since and to thank God for all the blessing that He has given me for the past months...

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Gaining Back A Lost Friend

Gaining back a Lost Friend

In Saint Paul class I met a friend like you,‎
In the first quarter we became more than a seatmate.‎
There we have good times,‎
And are their in times of needs.‎

You thought me and I thought you.‎
Treated you as a male best friend
Every time when I am sad and started crying,‎
I can't find myself but to call your name.‎

No one can stop me from crying but except you.‎
I don’t know what is with you,‎
That makes my heart stay calm when I am with you,‎

Remember the sticker you picked in the floor?‎
It's Hamtaru and Beiju and you stacked it on my armchair.‎
It touches my heart when you say it's you and me,‎
Because I know their friendships are great.‎

When the time came when we found our lovers,‎
You and I are in love with other person
Though we got busy but because of our similarity,‎
We still finds time to talk and shares what we feel.‎

Remember the retreat days?‎
Where we talked so deep at night in the nipa cottage
That makes me feel so comfortable revealing my true self to you.‎

As we got in college and rarely be with each other,‎
I always keep you in my heart
B'cause you're important and I know you know that.‎

With a confession about myself to you,‎
There was a sudden gap between you and me,‎
That makes me cry and breaks my heart.‎

You know that I love you,‎
But I'm confused what kind of love is that,‎
A half of me get hurt when I see someone with you,‎
And the other half gets happy when I see you happy.‎

Now our friendship was back to the usual way it was
I wish it won't be broken nor destroy again
And wish no one can stop our friendship,‎
Not even our special someone,‎
If that will happen again I don’t know if I can still cope with.‎

Now is my chance to ask you back
Can I have back the old Loisan who I was to call my best friend?‎
Though I already accepted the new Loisan,‎
But still there are times when I longed for the old you.‎

Friday, November 30, 2007

I Love You but Goodbye

It started with a text where we became good friends,
A couple of months, our communication were cut.
I have said something that hurt your ego,
But your compassionate heart forgives me and tied us as one.

We became lovers and it started like a seed,
Days, weeks, months, and a year passes by,
You and I fought for what we believe.
Trials and problems came that set us apart,
Until the day came, that the knot that bind us as one was broken.

A month after our break-up passed by, hatred reigns in our hearts
A couple of months and we became "friends".
Until the day came, that I have realized everything
I left a promise in myself;
"I'll let you feel how stupid you are for hurting and leaving me behind."

The fact that I let you feel my pure love and care,
I loved you more than my life, gave everything and put my pride down.
But looked what you had done?
You stroked a deep scar in the center of my heart where it beats for you.

Every time I saw you and talked with you,
I have a difficulty stopping myself, saying that I still love you.
Because I know in my heart you'll just laugh at it and hurt me more than before.

I longed to touch, hug the body and to kiss the lips that was mine before,
But whenever I got tempted
I can't stop my heart to beat again for you.
Leaving you gives me pain, but I have to do so

When I'm about to close my eyes to end my day
My tears fall down and wish you could be mine again.
A part of me convinces myself, the promise that won't come true
The promise of "Till death do us part"

I wish that I'm away from you,
And leave the love and hate I feel for you,
For me to free myself from the imprisonment which I called "My Love for you"
Now it's clear for me that all I need is to have time and space.

My beloved one, you thought me so many things,
That changes my whole identity.
Now it's time for me to take my revenge!
I'll let you feel a million times the pain that you have given me!

To the person who causes me much pain,
I just want to let you know that I still love you
And is still waits for your return.
But now is tired and hopeless for our love.

By this time, I'm sorry but I have to do these things,
I'll let you feel the rudeness treatment you deserve.
Now my plans are in the process,
I don’t know what it would bring me.

Thank you for the love and care,
My love that hurt me so much,
You taught me many things,
That changes my entire life.
I love you but good bye.

Monday, November 26, 2007

nuptial of my x boyfriend's sister

it was october 18,2007..when i was a bridesmaid of my friends's nuptial sheila who is the older sister of my x boyfriend. ako pa nga gumawa ng wedding invitation nila eh..hehehe bait ko noh???hmmp taz masaya rin naman yung event na yun lalo na yung pictorials na tinawag na ng organizer yung family ng girl for the picture taking..syempre di ako tumayo kasi di nga naman ako kamag.anak kaso hinanap ako ng mother ng x ko eh.kasi sama daw ako.hehe..diba flatering man yun??Taz sa reception na mas naging close ako sa mga pinsan ng x ko kasi sila lagi ang kasama ko for the whole event.. sila [sanny val, saint. jesthony, albert, erik and dave] taz yung nasa bahay na kami ng x ko doon mas nakatuwaan pa...mas marami na akong nakilala na mga pinsan ng x ko...sila john rey, kuya rommel,,, ang nakakatawa pa nga eh niyaya ako ni kuya rommel to have a sweet dance with him taz un pumayag ako..whle we are dancing si arnel na x ko di makatingin sa amin but he is laughing...inggit siguro suya???Hehehe=p kaya ginawa ko after my dance with kuya rommel kinunchaba ko ang pinsan nila na si sanny val na kami rin ni arnel sayaw..kaya yun nagsayawan kami dalwa ng sweet dance...taz ung mga pinsan niya sige na sigaw kasi kinikilig kaya yung mga tao na nag.iinuman sa labas nanood ng tv sa sala tumingin sa amin..hehehe taz sigawan na silang lahat..taz while dancing nakita ko sila auntie arlene and uncle romy na nanonood sa amin habang sumaway and that moment i saw aunt arlene smile and laugh as well as uncle romy last ko nakita na ganun kasaya sila nung kami pa ng anak nila..kasi ba naman nakita talaga nila na mahal ko ang anak nila..kaso ang ginawa sa akin..iniwan ako..hmmpp...anyway that's life..taz after we finished our dance si arnel pumunta na ng kwarto kasi nahiya siya..hehe...the end
ako pa nga nagdrive ng motor nila pauwi sa amin kasi yung mga pinsan ni arnel na dapat maghahatid sa akin ay lasing....hehehe
may mg apicture pa nga ako sa cp ko eh...remembrance ko na lang yun ..kasi dat nyt i am so happy...

i got operated on my appendix

it was november 08,2007 when i was diagnosed and got operated on my appendix...hmmmpp..matibay naman ako eh nakayanan ko ang operation..kaso medyo natagalan ako na makalakad kasi mahina talaga katawan ko eh..dami ngang bumisita sa akin eh..anjan ung sila MP gruop ung Padios family, [saint, albert, sanny val, jesthony, raffy, erik,] tsaka bumisita rin nga pala x boyfriend ko si arnel pati rin yung parents niya na sila uncle romy at auntie arlene bumisita rin..syempre di nawawala ung bestfriend ko na si pauline..dumalaw rin sila mam niva, ate april, kuya jonathan, kuya richard, mam gem...
taz ung crush ko na nagaserve ng food kinuha no. ko nagtetext na nga kami ngayon eh.hehehe

its so unfair

its been 1 year and 9 months since the last time i fall in love with a guy but unfortunately we didnot last.. we ended up last april 11, 2007 and now its been 5months when we broke up with each other,,,..
to tell to you honestly guys SUTORS came into my life but no one of them i fall in love with..may be i am still inlove with my x boy friend that time but now i am ready to fall in love again....BUT
but why is it so unfair that i am falling with a man who is commited to a gir.. (not to a married man but a young man who has a girl friend) i dont know whats with him that i easily like him but to find out that he has a girl friend and he is deeply in love with his girl..sad to hear right??But that the truth..yeah it hurts...but i have to accept the reality.... but despite of this he told me that he loves me and i wish it is true,...kaso nga lang di pwedeng maging kami and ayaw ko rin namang maging reason sa break up nila ng gf niya...may be the best thing to do for now is to let the guy go and try to search for someone that is mean for me...may be this is not yet the time for me to engage into a relationship again....
pero ok lang as long as di ako masasaktan di gaya ng dati,,hirap pa namang bumangon..well i guest enjoy na lang muna ako sa pagiging single...hehehe

a week of celebration for my 18th bday

long before my dad died, started to become not interested for my debut to come but living in the real world i cant escape the reality that all of us will be celebrating our 18th bday right???? i dont have a big party but i considered it as the longest birthday celebration i ever had....
SEPTEMBER 10, 2007
I went to Gaisano MAll to buy myself a set of clothes... it only happens once in a blue moon in my life becuase i am not fun of buying new clothes for myself. of course its branded...hehehe
SEPTEMBER 11, 2007
it's my brother's birthday.. so i brought him a cake, and two pants and a polo shirt for him as our presence. oh by the way i almost forgot my bestfriend iah came..he ate in our house and went home at around 10pm
SEPTEMBER 12, 2007
I am with my friends we ate at BJ and Beekookai...i am not sure about the spelling,... my guests are {Alwin, Novie, Rachelle , April, Ivan, Hannah, Jovi, RJ, Sam, Grace, Hashim, Leslie, Eric, Joycee, Allyssa, Billy Boy}
SEPTEMBER 13, 2007
Pauline and I were together...
SEPTEMBER 14, 2007
I am with Auntie Arlene and Uncle Romy, we ate at Mandarin
SEPTEMBER 15, 2007
I have my pictorials at PErfect Image, Pauline and i ateour lunch together with Mr and Mrs. Gabo and of course I am with my family..i failed to go and visit my father because i got sick
SEPTEMBER 16, 2007
THere was a celebration in our house and i do have lot of visitors..actually na short nga kami sa food eh..pano ba namn kasi di ko ineexpect na maraming aspirant pala ang pupunta... my guest are {Eldie, Louie, Raymund, REm, Aldous, Efren, Alem, Jeffrey, Jeffrey, JEster, Ash, Ismael. Ivy, Quenny, Grace, KAtherine, MArvin, John, RAp, Glen, Charles, Liza, Jennifer, JAmees, Uncle PEter, Auntie FEly, Ahia Ron, Autie TEry , April, Rachelle, and a lot more} at siyempre di rin nman magpapahuli ang best friend ko na si JOSIAH ung tol dumating na nang past 9pm..taz andun man rin si ARNEL three times ngang pumunta sa Rosario eh.kaso ayaw niya talagang pumasok at kumain nag.away pa nga kami eh...any way ak lang un ganun talaga yun KJ kasi..parang wala kaming pinagsamahan..kainis!!! pero ok lang kasi tinulungan niya man akong maghanap sa kanila JESTER And ASH nagbackride nga ako sa kanya sa motor nila eh..taz ung nagsabi ako na sa kanto nalang ako magbaba ewan ko kung bat bigla siyang bumait sa aking kasi ihatid na lang eaw niya ako..hehehe kahit papano dba magkasama parin kani...kung ang ate pa nga nya parang di naniniwala na friends na lang kami ni arnel kasi kapag magkasama kami nag,aaway bata parin taz nagbabackride pa ako sa kanya kapag may kailangan si arnel pumunta sa kin ganun rin nmn ako sa aknya pero madalang lang talaga...well siguro nga nakimutan na ang past and now we are good friends na ulit and sa tingin ko un lng muna sa ngayon ang mahalaga..come what may nalang muna..hehe